A Great Chance?? I'll Pass.

School started so life is going faster than I know what to deal with but such is life and yada yada yada.

What if you got the chance or opportunity to be confronted with something that you wanted so badly it hurt? What if someone told you, show up to this place and everything you want will be waiting? Would you really be willing to go to that? To actively pursue what you wanted? Or would the fear of being fooled or juked hold you back?

I wanna say I would grab life by the balls and roll with it, but something of this nature has occurred, and frankly, I'm scared. As much as I would like to walk up to my dream and say, yes, absolutely, I'm waiting, I don't know if I can. I want to hide from it, because my dream has hurt me and my pride before, and to do that again would be suicide.

But with all this, I still want in. I still want to go and say that everything I want is there waiting for me, and that I am happy because of it, and that my life has changed. So I'm walking in, heart open, and mind ready. Here goes nothing.