#2: I'm then bringing you to my high school years. The scene was set: senior year. I'm just getting out of my second year at a new high school, and I want so desperately for it to be over, because I have decided that the school, the people, and everything else associated with this are meaningless and worthless. During track season, a young, and whole confused boy fancies himself in some sort of like with me. I am swept away by the fact that someone has shown interest in me for the first time at this crappy school. So I play along. I even go as far as to ask him to prom via text of course because that's how all of our interactions happened, text (#1 sign of a problem in a relationship). But his house burned down so he couldn't go with me. I keep playing along, amazed that some boy really likes me, like there is serious interest. This text-relationship continues through the summer, but then it starts to get weird. He begins to inquire of the color and style of my underwear. He keeps pushing physicality (via text) and I then come to the realization that I was in like with the fact that someone showed interest. I did not actually like him. I end it and I think that's it. Wrong. In April of the following year, I get a text from this character. I think it's all fun and games again. A simple catch-up and then on about my business, but this is me so of course not. He starts asking if I miss him, if I think about him. I say no because I have other things to think about being in college and all. I finally end it by asking why he's texting me. And then never responding again. In April of this year, he friends me on facebook. He leaves me a message asking if I remembered. I ignore it, and I figure he will leave me alone. He then leaves a comment on my wall asking if I remembered him. No response. He leaves another message and I don't respond, then I unfriend him, and then block him. I look forward to next April to see how he will contact me next. *sigh*
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